It's about time my vagina was violated again.

I just had sex for the first time since the infamous foursome. Only the sex was with my beloved bright red rubber dick, ahahaaaa. It kinda hurt though, ugh. Only confirming my suspicions that there is still nothing wrong with me even though all tests have had fine outcomes. But then again I don't even know, because they haven't contacted me. Which either means I've got an STD that I don't know about and they aren't telling me about, or my bill of health is clean.

Anyways, some updates. Started birth control. Today will be day 3. Also have taken up cigarettes, as smoking weed right now is giving me bad acid flashbacks. Oh yeah. Tiffany and Bobbi (now known as the bitches) fucked Hayley over and made her drive all over Southern California only to realize that they didn't have the acid. That sucked, and I would've much preferred to get acid from them considering what happened with the acid we got from a girl in SCV. But then again, I don't think it was the acid to blame for my bad trip. It was my mind set, for sure. Sigh. Won't be doing acid for a while.

Hopefully going to Simi on Saturday. I have it set up with my sister so that my mom knows she is sleeping over at a friend's house. I will probably tell mom that I will be sleeping over at a friend's house as well. So I will ride with Allison to said friend's house and then take the car to Simi yayuhhhhhh! I just...I need to see Becca. She is keeping me sane. I just need to move to Simi already! UGHHHHH. I just need to get a freakin job so I can save up enough money to buy my own car and then get a job in Simi with Becca so we can live together!! I mean honestly, that is the PERFECT plan! And living together, we will go to school and take classes together and I can get the FUCK out of Santa Clarita. It's literally this town that's killing me slowly.