I think the first drug I ever did was tobacco. I tried smoking menthols (which I hate at first) and then moved on to regular. I never could really inhale a cigarette though until I started raving. But then again, I was rolling and menthols were lovely.

Next was...well, I'm actually completely unsure of the timeline, but I'm sure my readers don't care. Alcohol. That shit only occasionally sits well. I hate the taste of it, but I love the effects of it once the burning in my stomach/esophagus calms down. That's the thing with me and alcohol. My poor stomach:( It just doesn't handle it well. Last night, for instance, I took a puny shot of Bacardi and almost choked myself to death. It always feels like I'm downing rubbing alcohol. So I swallow the nasty shit, it leaves a trail of horrifying fire down my organs, where it settles and irritates its way into the lining of my stomach. Cue stomach pain for the next hour.

WEED! Marijuanaaaaaaaaaaa! Marischwanaaaaaa, haha. Love it. I was terrified to try it (like I always am with anything) but then I learned that it isn't bad at ALL. Like it always is. I mean, I've only gotten sick from smoking too much once, and that was my 18th birthday when I smoked all night with Rachel and then hit a few bongs with Jessica. But after that, Rachel became my stoner mama, and I became many others' stoner mama. I don't think I've ever been the chatty high kind of girl, but that's what other drugs are for!

PILL TIME. It all started out with Vicodin. Then I added weed to that, and then I met Tiffany and Bobbi who introduced me to everything. Ecstasy, Soma, Valium, XANAX, etc. Xanax definitely being my favourite drug of all time. Of. All. Time. It just happens to be my favourite because it actually works for me! I have serious anxiety issues.

Now for the hard stuff. I love coke, when it's good. Like the last coke I had; brilliant. I gummed a tiny bit and my mouth was numb for an hour. I love heroin but I seriously hate the after effects. I did a lot on my birthday, puked that night. Next morning tried to have a smoothie and hurled all over my car. LOVE meth. I mean I've only tried it once and the first time apparently isn't anything, but I was high. High as a kite. I got home at approximately 3:45ish. Fell asleep around 4:20. Woke up at 9:30. Okay, so about 5 hours of sleep. Not bad!

Uhh, what else have I done? I can't remember it now but when I do, I'll type it out. Because honestly, my computer is my best friend. It's scientific, interesting, time consuming. Hell yeah. Welp. Now time to do basic human things that I despise of. This has been a post.