Saturday, September 4, 2010

i just dont know what to do anymore

hayley is clearly upset with me and i had to hear it from the guy im crushing on. she has articles of my fucking clothing.

been invited to her boyfriends party tonight with said boy.
been called upon by simi boy. want simi boy. need simi boy.
would have to lie to mom again about car use.
sister too selfish and irritating to do simple oil change that car desperately needs.
stuck in house. going crazy.
debating on drinking four loko tonight and going to simi.

im in this house alone. basically. rachel is napping in my bed -_-
everything is going wrong
im crying now
i just cant
i dont want to

i want to kill somebody.
i want to kill something PREFERABLY THOSE STUPID FUCKING DOGS BARKING THEIR GODDAMN HEADS OFF AND GIVING US A HORRIBLE REPUTATION IN THIS SHITTY CHEAP JUDGMENTAL ASIAN NEIGHBORHOOD

im about to go ape shit
i swear to fucking god

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