I have to pee and other things so bad right now. But nonetheless, I am high. Made friends with Luke after a long massage and talk. He's very mature. I get along with him quite well.

Anyways, here's what went down. Went to Silk's. Did some shit(first Xanax and then actual shit); Tiffany and Bobbi knew EXACTLY what was going on...but they also know that Luke did it...bet Tiffany still talks to him! Hah. She's so....not old enough for him. That's why she can't make the next move. He's interested in me. Not sure if it's in a genuine way or the usual way. Sigh. But nonetheless, we exchanged numbers. He has texted me.

ANYWHO. Silk was lovely. Made friends with Danae, who is another crazy little drama-infested high school girl. Sweet, but annoying. Met a few new guys...and had a foursome with Becca and Tyler and Vince. I bled on Silk's bed:(
But I had a good time doing it! Aha! Both of them had drank so much beer, so they couldn't really perform...or finish. Although I definitely finished, a few times! Lol. And the boys still wanna talk to us! I'm amazed, frankly, considering that I bled on Silk's freaking bed. How EMBARRASSING. Good thing Becca and I did some Xanax, otherwise I would've had a panic attack.

So now Gary knows that he isn't the only guy I'm interested in. And thankfully, so do the rest of our friends.

Ack, my body feels weird. Part of me wants to sleep and part of me wants to be doing things. I know I should eat, but I could barely take down a small bite of apple. I don't know. Do I want to sleep and throw off my body's schedule, or do I want to ride out this high and crash? I mean, I'm on my period now so it's going to be even worse oh ughhhh.

Anyways. I feel nauseous. And I got a few massages tonight, but nobody gives a massage like I do. I haven't had a complaint yet and it's because instead of using hand techniques, I feel the muscles. I feel the muscle and work it out to be nice and smooth. I apply just the right amount of pressure according to each person and apply it with my hands and fingers. I do to them what I know would make me feel good.

So I have to clean a bunch of shit today. The stove, my bathroom, probably my room, and I'm sure some other things. Also need to deposit that check from T&B for hotel money. It's currently 7:47 in the fucking morning. Damn.

I smell and taste like sex right now.